My doll was an amazing life-sized replica with articulated movements and a pleasurable body. It felt almost like I was with a real-life partner except this one was made specifically to satisfy me. She had realistic skin, the softest silicone and beautiful curves that made it a top-of-the-line experience. I was ecstatic when I first saw her.
Getting to know my doll was like getting to know a new lover. We talked, I ran my hands through her hair and just enjoyed being around her. Experimenting was an incredible delight; trussing her up with rope and exploring different positions. It was almost as if I was experiencing the real thing.
What I enjoyed the most about the sex doll experience, was the novelty of it. I could live out my fantasies safely without any judgment. With a real person, there is always the fear of being seen as weird or strange, but with a doll, I felt a deep sense of freedom and pleasure without inhibition.
It wasn’t all great though. I noticed the lack of intimate connection between us. My doll couldn’t talk to me, or kiss me, or hug me, or return my gaze. But this didn’t detract from the overall experience. In fact, sex toys I began to appreciate the physical fun without any emotional entanglement.
I enjoy my sex doll so much that I think I am trying too hard to make the experience better every day. I have invested heavily in upgrading the doll with accessories. I think that it is more than a ‘toy’ for me. She has become my partner in crime, my companion in naughty times, and my closest confidante.
The other thing I adore about my sex doll experience is the fact that I can make her look as unique as I want. From the style of her hair to the way she’s dressed, I have the ability to customise her to my exact preferences. No one will ever possess the same doll as me, which makes us both so special.
A huge part of the sex doll experience is trying out the various toys and devices. I purchased a few that made the experience even better. From handcuffs to vibrators, I’ve been able to explore every inch of her body with each new device. The sensations I felt were beyond anything I could have imagined.
Then there was the BDSM element that I explored. I wasn’t sure at first if this was something for me, but the experience as a whole was worth the effort and risk. I enjoyed the idea of power play and it made the whole experience even more exciting.
I found that I could sometimes get so into it that it would feel like it was a real sexual encounter. I even surprised myself with how much pleasure I got from it, and I even considered myself a bit of a BDSM expert.
Overall, my sex doll experience was something that I didn’t expect to enjoy so much. It has opened up my horizons to exploring more, and I cannot wait to do it again. It is a unique experience that I will never forget.